This is not going to be updated anymore. It's too much of a pain. And there's too much I can't write about. So fuck it. If you want, go read my Live Journal or talk to me and ask me what's up.

Today I went to the lab at school. Arielle stopped by. It was really nice. That girl is so great. =]

I finally found my Palm Pilot, I'm trying to reorganize myself. =]

Monday: Same shit. Worked. Got some cool mail.

sunday:

sat:

Yesterday was fucking great! It started out shitty, but ended up really cool =].

When my dad walked in, in the morning, he came in my room and told me we were all going to Halloween Horror nights up in Orlando on Saturday. I'm like "umm...no. i already told youi i didnt wanna go." It jsut got me really upset, because he made plans anyways, knowing I didn't want to go, and not giving a shit about my plans. UGH! I was so pissed I hit my desk....and my hand still hurts...hehe. After work, I came home, and decided to not go back in the afternoon. So, I left my dad a note saying I wasn't going with them, and I went on my way. NOOOOO one wanted to do anything, so I decided to try Elizabeth's house, to see if she was there.

And...she was!!! Her friend was over. It was sooo nice seeing her again! It turns out that one night I stopped by that she was out, was like one of the only nights she was gone. Ah well. It was really cool, because she let me take a lot of pictures of her. It felt nice. =] I dropped her friend off at home, and then went back to her place. I called Will and made plans with him. She changed her plans with her friend to come with us, but felt bad, and I made her change them back...hehe.

I went over to Will's, and Raph was there. We went to Burger King, and then I took Raph back. I called Kat, to see if we could stop by, but she wasn't home. Which is weird, cuz I thought she was really sick. Ah well. We ended up going over to Cara's. We hung out there for a few hours, and then went to Jacksons. It was fucking great. I had such a good night. =]

I hung out with Arielle tonight. I don't think she likes me anymore. Might just have been cuz she was tired. *shrugs* I dunno.

I saw TOOL last night. It was fucking incredible. I went over to Dith's house. She got there 5 minutes later...hehe. We went to pick up some pizza her mom ordered, and then went on our way. OMG she wore the smallest shorts I have ever seen on anyone. She looked really hot. =] We went and parked at Sawgrass and walked over. I saw Trish when I walked in, that was a pleasant surprise. Fantomas were playing, so we took our seats. They were...umm...very interesting. hehe. It was cool though. We walked around after them, and ran into some friend's of hers. Then we took our seats again, and Tool took the stage around 8:45. Man, what a fucking incredible show. Unfortunately, we were stuck between two groups of loud drunk people. In front of us, were 5 guys talking about how they masterbated to a particular song. The two guys (and one woman) behind us started talking about how boring the show had gotten halfway into it. Jesus fucking christ, you would think Tool fans would be a LITTLE more open minded, seeing as though NONE of their songs are catchy or easy to get into. But I guess not. They all totally kept killing the mood, but ah well. The music was fucking incredible. The lights and video screens were captivating. Man. What an amazing show. It has totally restored my faith in big rock shows.=]

I passed by Tessa's after I got back to Meredith's. I was just going to say hi and get a hug, then go. But we ended up talking for 20 minutes. It was really nice. I miss her so fucking much. She's leaving around Nov 2. That's gonna suck =[

Saturday: I woke up feeling pretty good actually. I was anticipating waking up sick, cuz that is how I felt the night before when I went to bed. Anyways, I went over to school, and developed my roll of film. By the time I finished most of my class was there and was setting up their photos. I left my negatives to dry, and went to the classroom to set up my photos. Most of the boards were taken up, so I had to put mine in the corner. The critique ended up being 3 hours long or so. Adolpho basically went to each set of pics, and asked what they were about, which was the photographer's favorite and least favorite, and what the theme of them was. A LOT of people took really shitty photos...you could tell they were taken at the last minute. And not to be egotistical...but I really do feel that mine were amongst the best. Isaac had some fucking awesome ones. 1 or 2 more people had cool ones too. Mine got critiqued the least, so I think I did well...hehe. I also got complimented on my consistent printing, which was nice.

I left, and stopped by Burger King (this one didn't have any Simpsons toys....grr), and then went to the Beanery. Man, I hadn't been there in ages. Aileen, Maria, and Heather were there. I hadn't seen Maria in forever! She gave me a really big hug. I stayed there for a while, showed them my pictures, and went through the photo books I got from the Library. I stayed there til Marcela got there, cuz I hadn't seen her in a while. Then I went roaming around, looking for potential photos. Laine called me, and I went over to her house. We saw TV for a while...they had a really rad show about snacks. It was cool. But it got us both hungry, so we went to this Italian place and had pizza. It ended up making me sick. heh.

We stopped by this mini carnival thing they were having at Young Circle Park, and got some cotton candy. I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy!!!!!!!!! We sat on a bench and talked, and made fun of people that walked by. It was really nice =]. We then went back to her house and watched TV (and I sat on the toilet a few times...lol). It was a really cool night, I'm glad we got to chill, it was really nice.

NP: In The Shape Of Stars (A Jealousy Issue)

Friday: I woke up feeling like SUCH shit. I didn't sleep at all at night. I ended up having a fever. But I still went to work. And my dad made me go in the afternoon too. But, he let me leave early. I went home, and was feeling better by this time (Thank god, cuz I didn't think I was gonna be able to go out). So I had dinner early, and went on my way. I got to Kristen's and went in, and Laci was there. She's so cute =]. We were going to go to a movie, but Kristen's boyfriend wanted to go to this car show, so we went. It ended up being a total bust because the person(and their car) that he wanted to see wasn't there. So Kristen got all mad at him. And when we went to go to the beach, she insisted on driving with me (we had taken two cars there, she went in her), because "hector doesn't know how to get there." Ugh. I so didn't wanna go in the car with her. I mean, of course, cuz I was with Laci and I wanted to go with her, but also cuz...well....Kristen fucking sucks. I hate to admit it, but one of the reasons I still talk to her and try to be her friend is cuz she is hot. And I hate myself for it. But, after Friday night, that is done with. See, she makes NO effort to socialize with you, if she doesn't get along with you well. It's all about her.

See, we don't really click too well, when chilling. Like I try my best to keep the conversation going, but she doesn't give a shit about what I have to say. And she'll just turn the radio up and start dancing and not pay attention to me. Well this time, I tried to cheer her up, cuz she was pissed off. But of course, it didn't work. She pissed me off a lot this night....but..I'll explain that later.

So we got to the beach, and went to Hooters to eat. Me and Laci didn't have anything. Then we walked to the beach. We left Kristen and her boyfriend alone so they could argue..hehe...and we sat down and cuddled. It was really nice =] After that, we went back to Kristen's, and went to her hot tub. But, some people were there, so the others went in the pool. It was fucking freezing, and since I was still feeling a bit sick, I didn't go in. I'm really proud of myself, cuz that was pretty responsible of me to do....hehe. eventually we made our way to the hot tub. Kristen's boyfriend left, and we stayed there talking to the drunk people. It was....um..interesting. lol. We left around midnight, and went back to Kristen's, I changed, and Laci walked me to my car. We talked for a bit, and then I went home.

First, the bad things of the evening: Ok, I'm REALLY pissed off at Kristen. She's obviously really jealous of the fact that I started talking to Laci, and give her more attention than her. DUH, of course I'm going to pay more attention to the person that actually gives a shit about me. Then, everytime I tried to cheer her up, by being playful (as I ALWAYS am with everyone), she'd give me a dirty look and pull away. She started bitching to Laci about how I was flirting with her all night and shit. What a fucking bitch. she KNOWS that's how I am with people. And I was just trying to cheer her up. She can go fuck herself. I'm not going to worry myself over her anymore.

And on to the good: I had a fucking great time with Laci. She's such a fucking sweet kid. I loved spending time with her, and I see us being reallllll good friends. I like her....yea...but....as with anyone else...it's gonna take time for be to wanna settle down and shit. Same with Arielle. I'm trying to take this all slow and just let time work things out. No more rushing.

NP: Slice Paper Wrists (Poison The Well)

Thursday: Finished up my last few prints in the lab, and went home.

Yesterday: After I deposited the money for my dad, I went over to Lauren's. She came with me to get my haircut. The guy cutting my hair was so fucking cool. We had a really great conversation. =] After that we went to see if the Just For Feet there had Converse, but of course they didn't. Then we stopped by Burger King and Barnes and Noble. We went back to her house, and Nickie came over. Then we left with her dad and made our way to Sunrise Musical Theater. We missed Hoverstank (lol...or whatever thay are called), and saw a part of Unwritten Law, who sucked. Incubus was cool. They played better last time. I wasn't that into it, because I was so tired and out of it. Ah well. Hearing The Warmth almost made me die though...hehe...I love that song. I saw Kat there, and Dana too. We waited at Krystin's car for her and Tracey after the show. Then we went home.

Laci called me a few times during the day...it was really cute. She's such a nice person =]. I can't wait to meet her on Friday. I talked to Arielle for a bit, but not too long. I called back but she was busy, and didn't call back. Ah well. I'm getting paranoid for stupid reasons. Ah well.

NP: I'ts Monday and Raining (The Movie Life)